Remembering RFK: Forty years later
Posted: Friday, June 06, 2008 5:37 PM by Cathy Finkler
by Chris Matthews
I was in Montreal forty years ago tonight. I turned on the radio in the middle of the night to find out who won the California primary.
For several minutes I thought I was listening to a re-run of a broadcast five years before, about an assassination, about a Kennedy being shot. And then I realized I was listening to real life in real time. Incredibly, Robert Kennedy had been shot just as his brother had in November 1963, a day none of us would ever forget, forget where we were, what we felt - everything.
I remember flying back from Canada the next morning, back to Chapel Hill, where I was going to grad school. I remember sitting a few days later all day long on that grim, grey day as that train rolled down from New York to Washington. And the feeling of that day, not the stark, gothic technicolor tragedy of the JFK loss, that a prince had died, but something closer to earth, closer to home, something just downright sad, something without the offsetting grandeur, like the loss of a family member.
Two memories linger in the mind tonight. The picture of people watching along the train tracks in New Jersey: the black faces and white faces, in grief but with pride at their fallen compatriot.
And I think of something I will not easily forget, what I just read of Bob Kennedy in this new book by Thurston Clarke. It was as he lay dying on the floor of that hotel kitchen in Los Angeles.
"Is everybody else all right?" he whispered. "Is this guy okay? Is everybody all right?"
I don't think any of us has gotten over it.
Watch video of Chris Matthews, CNBC's John Harwood and author Thurston Clarke discussing the life, death and legacy of Robert F. Kennedy.